Archive for January 2011
I want.
I want to be… Pleasing Well-behaved and obedient. I want to be pliant, compliant. The empty vessel. I want to be everything all of the time. I want to be sure-footed, confident. I want to be…perfect. Problem is… …my demon says, chewing thoughtfully on her…
Read MoreNo Wrong Answers.
It is important for me to “get it right†when I’m explaining myself. Interestingly, I do this very well with little effort so when I feel like I’m missing the mark I have an initial “nose out of joint†moment until I remember “If they aren’t getting you, re-direct. It will come.†This…
Read MoreLook, Ma, I’m in the Washington Post!
…and I WILL be clipping and sending this to Mom :-D Gay leather fetishists gather to celebrate skins and substance By Monica Hesse Washington Post Staff Writer Sunday, January 16, 2011; 7:30 PM Saturday night in Las Vegas was the 90th annual Miss America. The winner was a sweet 17-year-old blonde from Nebraska. Sunday afternoon…
Read Moree[lust] #22
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Read MoreBecause I forget sometimes? Thank you.
I am moved today to give thanks. Thank you to the people who support me, who have the bravery to be my friends. Thank you to the people who listen to me, and thank you to the people who offer their homes, their support, and their help. Thank you to the people who, by their…
Read MoreSometimes, it is the simple things.
Being back in the US is pretty dang lovely, too. My cell phone works here and I can mainline news, info and bullshit with ease. 6+ weeks is a long damned time. Hitting the ground in Washington DC, having a good old fashioned taco plate with Spanish rice that reminds you of the rice your…
Read MoreMaking me cry.
No one will be surprised to read I’m a pretty emotionally dynamic person. Always have been. Things impact my insides, sometimes in ways that taste strange even to me. Emotions, I know, are only as crucial as one makes them. It can be tough for me on some days to let go of emotions that…
Read MoreHaters.
Every once in a while I get nicked by a hater or two. Or five. I have done the work to remind me it has nothing to do with me and everything to do with them. But sometimes I’m surprised at where the support for the haterism comes from, and I have to sit back for a…
Read More“Dear TheDominantGuy…” an open letter.
Hey, TheDominantGuy. Yeah this is kinda cheezy, the open letter thing but you know I’m cheezy like that, and this is kinda important to share, I think. I had an epiphany today. Yes another, but it is OK. I have been Epiphany Free for a few weeks now, and I’m overdue. I was thinking about…
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