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April 23, 2009

HNT ~ Loving Myself.

Filed under: hnt — mollena @ 4:09 pm

HNT

In Florida for the Beyond Leather convention…I am loving this hotel room. a mini-suite, and the weekend unrolls before me. All potential. All maybes.

I had the funnest sensation as I was leaving my home on Tuesday evening. One that often happens when I go away on a trip. That I will not be the same person I was when next I see my home. This is true every day, no?

But this was a particularly strong feeling.

So, as I left, I took a moment to ring my prayer bell and meditate for a few minutes, contemplating my beautiful altar Ganesha.

And a few minutes ago, I find myself thinking about nothing in particular and trying to figure out a HNT. As I thought about what it means, to me, to expose myself somehow week after week, post after post, I thought you know, I don’t think I have ever done one of my middle.

I cringed because I am thinking less-than-loving thoughts of having to see my body in a light that is loving and delightful. But then I thought about my Lord. His belly is one of the most famous symbols of fullness, power, groundedness.

And then I got a Lovely Whisper and so, I thought, “OK, I will.”

So, here is my tummy. If Ganesha’s can be lovely and beautiful mine can be too.

Happy HNT from Florida, everyone.

Love

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i love and support it. you inspire me!

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mollena Reply:
April 23rd, 2009 at 7:46 pm
POINK

Thank you,lovely!

xoxo

love

Mo

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Comment by sparkle buckwild — April 23, 2009 @ 4:20 pm
Oh, darling you are all beautiful round brown curves. I’m so jealous that you’re in Florida – soak up some sun for me!

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Comment by Thursday's Child — April 23, 2009 @ 4:27 pm
That’s the biggest positive thing about HNT. The chance to take that extra step over the comfort line. And whatever your inspiration is, loving yourself is the most important part!

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mollena Reply:
April 23rd, 2009 at 7:49 pm
You got it, Mister Obasso! It is awesome to have that inspirational nudge every week. Keeps the boundaries limber and lively!

xoxo

Mo

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Comment by osbasso — April 23, 2009 @ 5:00 pm
Sexy biotech!!!!

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mollena Reply:
April 23rd, 2009 at 7:50 pm
Aw…thank you darlin’!

xoxox

Mo

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Comment by Freakbear — April 23, 2009 @ 5:43 pm
Your tummy is QUITE lovely. I admire you, i almost never post pictures of my entire self naked.

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Comment by melkitty — April 23, 2009 @ 9:35 pm
Hooray for YOU! MY middle has given me much bigger problems than I see on U! But HNT has motivated me (especially the OTHER HNT) to where I have lost a bunch of the spare tire over the last 2 years!!! If I wanna show off nekkid or so, I feel I wanna look better than I did to start with — and I need it for the health benefits! (Although my new tattoos DO tend to rob me of anonymity on TOHNT,,, oh well.) HHNT

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Comment by RichardShhh — April 24, 2009 @ 6:31 am
I’m glad you went for. You are a beautiful, amazing woman. That picture makes me wanna dive right in, darlin

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Comment by kyle — April 24, 2009 @ 7:18 am
I love your belly, Mollena

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Comment by Ryan Harris — April 24, 2009 @ 3:01 pm
embrace the rebellyon. Love your belly.

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Comment by Whit — April 24, 2009 @ 10:18 pm
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Pingback by Mo’s Twitter Natterings: 2009-04-24 at The Perverted Negress — April 25, 2009 @ 12:06 am
This picture is very sexy. (I know that may not have been your intent, but that was my first reaction to the picture, so I wanted to share it.)

It’s brave to put your belly out there; I know that as a fat person, I found it a very intense experience to pose nude for photos, and part of that was about showing my belly. Intense, transformative…am so glad I did it.

My fat activist group (back in the day) had a whole meeting just on bellies, drawing our bellies, finding positive language to use to talk about our bellies. Celebrating bellies is a radical act.

I have definitely gone to events and come back dramatically changed (DOWF often does that for me). May the change be exactly what you needed.

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Comment by Corey Alexander — April 25, 2009 @ 6:33 am
I say again, you are delicious.

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Comment by Shannon — April 26, 2009 @ 10:23 pm
Wow! what an idea ! What a concept ! Beautiful .. Amazing �

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Comment by DIANA — May 3, 2009 @ 8:28 pm

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