Gah…now it is stuck in my head. No one to blame but me…I brought that shit on myself.
Whereon I plead for an editor and J.P. and I flounder around trying to remember what we had just said.
So, we talk some more about hunger, gut instinct, low-hanging fruit, how I had patience modeled early in my intentional explorations into BDSM. J.P. talks about repping for THE PATRIARCHY (woot woot!) and how caution plays into his own measured pace. Also chomped on are how D/S and m/s can be challenging and also tough to navigate when you have the One True Way Thing in your face…or it has crept into your guts. How do we seek patterns, and how do we find ourselves irresistibly drawn to the seductive lure of narrative? Pattern lock and narrative addiction…and the risks of entitlement…so many delicious brain noms!
Prime Directive …I mention it. Iffen y’all don’t know ya bettah check yo self before you wreck yo self.