To safeword.

This is. Huh. It is Rambly noodlings about a scene I did with Graydancer at the Dark Odyssey Fusion camp. You can hear his side of the story (and it is pretty frikin’ cool, to be honest) on the Ropecast. It starts at the half hour point.

Showing off, connection and playing to safeword.

I need to say thanks specifically to Gray for undertaking this scene. Though it wasn’t “fun” or “sexy” it was a chance for both of us to take some nasty creatures for a walk.

I just discovered the audio sync is fucked on this file :-( I don’t know what happened. SO, just minimize the video and listen to it. Sorry about that. FML.

Thanks also to my Family peeps, Ava and SherynB for being there for us for post-scene management. And for not continuing to torture me. Though I know it was tough, because apparently I am quite fetching when heaving with sobs, drenched in tears and sweat and groveling.  I am very grateful to have these people in my life. And thanks to JonK for wrangling Ava, since everyone needs staff!

I have pretty awesome friends.

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  1. J on July 4, 2011 at 11:34 AM

    I loved this post – thank you. What a great reminder that saying no is powerful too. The symbolism behind this scene seems very powerful to me – facing the demon of the safeword. I hope I can master it better one day too.


  2. Ellie on July 10, 2011 at 1:59 PM

    Thank you so much for posting this. It was really great to be able to hear about this scene from both sides. Furthermore, it has been helpful for me in processing my own difficult scene from camp.