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Great galloping Ganesha. It was too obvious.
As I lie here wishing I could sleep and not having much success and running too many emotional subroutines I started with one of my really illin’ nagging mental loops. I was doing a reflexive self-deprecation thing, underscoring my unworthiness in general for doing some stupid shit or other. It doesn’t really matter and…
Read MoreOsculation. Elevated.
“The Decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender.†~ Emil Ludwig I tell people kissing is underrated. It is so intimate, and so…
Read MoreUnthinking.
“Why do you stay in prison when the door is so wide open? Move outside the tangle of fear-thinking. Live in silence.†~Jalal ad-Din Rumi I don’t think I ever thought I would feel RELIEVED to say to myself …I need to start over. But I am, and I do. The past…
Read MoreTalkin’ dirty…
Ah, the eternal question. Whether it is the word or the connotation, calling people names is hot for many people, not just hardcore perverts. But we all have preferences, and I’m curious…what does it for you? [poll id=”7″] Drop a note in the comment field if you wanna elaborate! I have my personal preferences… See,…
Read MoreMo on AbiolaTV!!
Woo hoo! I’m on the Internets with Abiola Abrams! Stay tuned…I might someday even be invited back! :-D
Read MoreMama’s Family. (No, not the TV show!)
Having Family, whether the one into which you are born, the one you make, the one you stumble into, or the one that welcomes you in, is vital. I have several Families to whom I belong, and they play various roles in my life. My born family, my Hunter Family, my Theater family, my Family…
Read MoreMonogamy & Public Opinion.
A couple of  years ago, I had a rather unpleasant moment where I was on the receiving end of a roomful of laughter when I introduced myself as, among other things, monogamous. If you care to read the whole story, you can do so here. After realizing that part of the rich stew of emotions…
Read MoreAbiola + Mollena = APOCALYPTIC WIN!
I fear for the city of New York and, frankly, the planet! I’m joining the freaking FABULOUS Abiola Abrams tomorrow night on her show, Love, Sex, Dating and Drama! She’s on Shovio, which is an interactive webcast situation. Go register and then you can log in on WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 25TH at 10:00 PM EDT and join in…
Read MoreMy heart is but a Selaginella Lepidophylla…
When I was in 6th grade, I went to the Museum of Natural History on one of many, many field trips. But this time, I bought something cool. It was called a Resurrection Plant. They are also known as The Rose of Jericho. It was a weird, brown ball and on the card stapled to the top of…
Read MoreInterview in SexIs :-)
SexIs: All Things Sexual online magazine from EdenFantasys.com August 17, 2010 Perverted Negress, Without Shame: An Interview with Mollena Williams, International Ms. Leather 2010 by Lori Selke Mollena “Mo†Williams doesn’t know how to slow down. Just this year, she was crowned first Ms. San Francisco Leather and then International Ms. Leather 2010; wrote her…
Read MorePringle’s Epiphany.
Five days seems like precious little time to get to know someone who has, somehow, managed to hack into your unconscious. I’m quite good at fending off random emotional connections but every once in a while, I slip. Logic doesn’t go out of the window so much as it skulks around right outside of the…
Read MoreHNT: Berlin Edition.
Ain’t done a HNT in forever… But yeah, I figured I’d hit one up. Hi from Berlin! I am in the midst of a pretty epic trip to 8 cities in 4 countries and it is exciting. But a bit lonely at times. Well, except when I’m being attacked by angry  Bavarian bees and bedbugs….…
Read MoreStockholm Pride: True Unity!
I was invited to Stockholm to speak on BDSM at Camp WISH and at Stockholm Pride. Amazing honors, incredible women. Some trying obstacles in my own life, but so much learned. I’ve made some new friends I am pretty sure I will have in my life for a while to come. And I love, love…
Read MoreAt loose ends in Europe!
Hey folks! Well, plans I had for the third week of my trip to Europe rather unfortunately and abruptly feel through. If you happen to live in or have a flat in or know someone with a spare bedroom somewhere in Western Europe (somewhere served by EasyJet or RyanAir or the like) who might not mind…
Read MoreMental “RED.”
In the midst of getting myself off, sometimes my mind wanders. This is part of the reason I use carefully screened pr0n. Once I’ve impassively screened a clip / scene / CD, verified that there isn’t anything that would gross me the fuck out, it goes into a Safe Spank Bank and is approved for…
Read MoreBody modified.
In a week or so I’m going in to get the first part of my new tattoo inked. Â It has been a long process. I won this as a part of my winning the Ms. San Francisco Leather title. I knew what I wanted, Â but wasn’t sure how it would fallout. After widely-spaced consultations and…
Read More“Pride In Unity” Party…Can You Help?
We could use a little help, if you;re feeling helpful! :-) Here are the following positions we need filled: 8pm-10:45– Volunteers needed for Door Duty; – collecting donations from attendees – applying wristbands to those that have paid 945pm-11pm (or last shuttle pick up near our event time) – 2 volunteers needed for organizing people…
Read MoreOne night stand.
Not that kind, silly. I’m performing the re-vamped 69stories: One Pervert’s Tale at the Exit Theater to benefit the Cynthia Slater Memorial AIDS Walk team. It is This coming Wednesday, at 8:00 PM You can buy tickets here, and I’ll be selling copies of The Toybag Guide To: Taboo Play post-show :-)
Read MoreKnow Your Negroes.
From Southeast Leatherfest and I am thrilled to present: KNOW YOUR NEGRO! Q is awesome! Vi Johnson is a Living Leather Legend, and Griot of the Leather Community. I’m just Mo. I have been mistaken for Q no less than 8 times. This weekend I was mistaken for Mother Vi Johnson. Q has been mistaken…
Read MoreOn my way to S.E.L.F.
Nah, it ain’t some crunchy navel-gazing post. I am on my way ot the Southeast Leatherfest. And, believe it or not, this will be the first time I’ve traveled to a leather event at which I was NOT presenting since my very first Black Rose back in in 1998. What  long strange trip it’s been. I am…
Read More“Ssssh…” Part II
“SomebodybettercovermymouthbecauseI’mabouttocome…” I think this photo, by the lovely and talented Stacie Joy, was snapped right as I stuttered out that request and observation. I found myself in the rather unique situation of being in bed with two dominant men and a photographer. As much as people don’t believe this of me, my actual history of…
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