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Broken and grateful.
I have no fucking idea what the hell I’m doing…it seems all I can do to remember to breathe. Wonderful. You’ve finally understood what has always been true. The breath you are taking right now is all you really ever have. I’ve been working hard on meditating, and have been less than…
Read MoreWho are you to change us?
 So LilyLoyd posted a response (On FetLife) to my recent post about training. (The same post is here on this blog) As I mentioned in that post, I have had many hours of brainhamster energy spent running around about training in the BDSM and Leather context. What it means, how it is done, what the purpose is, why…
Read MoreA crack in the shell, from “SlaveCraft”
Every once in a while…and believe me, it is rare…I find someone who is able to better express something with which I’ve struggled to find words. Guy Baldwin is certainly someone I consider influential in my thinking when I was first studying and considering accepting my identity as a slave. I’ve been sitting with…
Read MoreThe Dominant Guy & flashlights & labels.
Today @TheDominantGuy and I had some time to have a phone date. Which I love so very much.  There are still Big Ass Things on the table to discuss and that might have gone down…but the second stage of emotional heavy-lifting didn’t happen. We got to catch up on other stuff. And actually just talk,…
Read MoreChicago Bound!
Well, hopefully. I AM going to Chicago. The binding part…well. I have a few leads on friends who might be wiling to tie my up for a bit! “Why Play on the Edge?” with Mollena Williams Sat., December 10, 2011
Read MoreThis week on SexIs Magazine: “7 Random Suggestions for Dominant Types!”
This week’s SexIs Magazine column is one where I offer some advice to one of the less-likely-to-be-advised demographic in the kink junglelands: Teh Twue Dominates. Well, and the regular dominants, masters, owners and tops, too. Seven (random) Suggestions for Dominant Types Hubris, you say, for me, a mere trembling flower of submission to dare…
Read MoreSome late-evening disjointed ramblings & bullshit, really.
I am just rambling a bit…I have a great deal on my heart and on my mind but the process is still in process and lots of it really is a bit more personal than can be dissected in the public forum of blogs and such. But I have to write something, and I’m…
Read MoreWhen heartache brings happiness? That’s Hot.
Hello! My name is Mollena and I’m an Alcoholic Submissive Masochist Slave Masochist Ponygirl Emotional masochist Yeah all of those are labels I use to create space where I can be me safely. But that last one…not so easy to embrace. I’ve waded through accepting a lot of shit I thought I’d never be…
Read More“Prime Directive” on SexIs!
Woo hoo! My latest offering on SexIs Magazine is up! “It might seem terribly romantic to sacrifice yourself, your time, your body, in service to another. It is very fulfilling, for many people, to push themselves in their service. Those who eroticize the exchange of power often thrive in a situation where they can sometimes…
Read MorePhoto by Shilo, and Happy Hump Day :-)
So Shilo McCabe, she of the bad-ass hanky code flowers,  the Sex Positive Photo Project and general awesomeness, came and hung out with me, brought along the radtastic  Airial and by my sista Sylvia. Much awesome ensued. And we took some pictures, so here’s one… Here’s hoping you have a Happy Hump Day! …
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