I’m a bit of a “woo-tard” in that my “woo woo” stuff….spiritual and emotionally friable shit…tends to be the one area of my life I really hesitate to share. So, because of my weird compulsion that shoves me towards greater and greater revelation, I tend to spill my guts in various ways.
For better or worse, this audio blog thing makes it easy for me to spill my less coherent late night spasms into a vessel from which this miasmatic primordial heartsoup can be examined
. So, examine it while you can. It may well evaporate like sun-chased fog when I have more sense in my head…
Not stupid. Messages from the Gods, and their windy effects on our hearts and minds, are never, ever stupid. They make us feel vulnerable, like in school when we said the wrong thing and people laughed or stared, which we might equate with “stupid”, but isn’t really.
Being vulnerable is strong, in it’s own oxymoronic way. It says that we no longer care so much about showing who we really are in the deep pathways of our soul, because in the end we’re the only ones we have to be truly authentic to.
Love you! See you soon!
.-= Del´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Some good news for a change =-.
Thank you Del. The beautifully strange thing is, the more I feel I’m the only one having strange feelings the more I realize that we are all rolling in little bubbles, trying to connect with one another. Out isolation, our strangeness, our differences are precisely what makes us “One”
Thank you for sharing that. It was very beautiful to hear and your strength in sharing it is insurmountable.
.-= Erinkyan´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Shifting the Dynamic =-.
I appreciate your saying that. Truly, I do. It helps me feel less alone. And being heard is so invaluable…
.-= mollena´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Ask The Negress: Privacy & Perversion. =-.
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I think I might have to do more of this sort of thing. Audio rambly is way easier sometimes. and I like your gut spilling. A lot.
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mollena Reply:
December 16th, 2009 at 5:03 pm
((hugs))
It means a lot to me…thank you. SO much. For listening and for getting it. Getting me.
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Comment by Shannon — December 16, 2009 @ 2:22 am
Any idea of if audioboo takes pre-recorded files and lets you stream them…such as an MP3 file?
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mollena Reply:
December 16th, 2009 at 5:03 pm
I’ve only used the phone app.
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Comment by Kat — December 16, 2009 @ 4:07 pm
Not stupid. Messages from the Gods, and their windy effects on our hearts and minds, are never, ever stupid. They make us feel vulnerable, like in school when we said the wrong thing and people laughed or stared, which we might equate with “stupid”, but isn’t really.
Being vulnerable is strong, in it’s own oxymoronic way. It says that we no longer care so much about showing who we really are in the deep pathways of our soul, because in the end we’re the only ones we have to be truly authentic to.
Love you! See you soon!
.-= Del´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Some good news for a change =-.
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mollena Reply:
December 18th, 2009 at 11:49 am
Thank you Del. The beautifully strange thing is, the more I feel I’m the only one having strange feelings the more I realize that we are all rolling in little bubbles, trying to connect with one another. Out isolation, our strangeness, our differences are precisely what makes us “One”
xoxo
~Mo
.-= mollena´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Ask The Negress: Privacy & Perversion. =-.
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Comment by Del — December 16, 2009 @ 9:31 pm
Thank you for sharing that. It was very beautiful to hear and your strength in sharing it is insurmountable.
.-= Erinkyan´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Shifting the Dynamic =-.
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mollena Reply:
December 18th, 2009 at 11:47 am
I appreciate your saying that. Truly, I do. It helps me feel less alone. And being heard is so invaluable…
.-= mollena´s most recent blog moment of Zen on the net was…Ask The Negress: Privacy & Perversion. =-.
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Comment by Erinkyan — December 16, 2009 @ 10:14 pm